because I don't, really.
I can't sleep. At all. Despite the fact that I really want to. I've replaced sleeping with being super anxious and nervous. But what I lack in courage I make up for in being pathetic.
It really doesn't matter what I say or do or try, I still feel uncomfortable, almost all the time. It's probably just me, but I don't think I belong here. I really don't feel like I belong, and I don't think that's something you can teach. And this sinking feeling, it doesn't get better. I'm tired. And not from a sleepless thirty-six hours.
I've tried everything, but realizing that you have nothing is kind of fucked. Please, save me.
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